So one of my friends moved, and I'm not trying to use a mental illness as an adjective here but the only real way to put it is that I've been depressed lately. Life where they moved is so sucky, I don't know if they've committed suicide? They won't communicate with me. Using this as a diary. If any of you know me, heh heh, so sorry you're seeing the real me. And, I changed most of the names. You can ask me for the list of name translations.

the name sounds pretty cool, and that's a big pro about having this mental block/whatever its called. Aphantasia is when someone can't see images or hear sounds in their mind, there are multiple levels of aphantasia and my experiences are not the same as everyone with it, but I feel like this could really help some people understand the differences in every person.

A book for giving advice and explaining different aspects of the LGBT+ community. I try to update whenever possible, so please forgive me for long points of time between chapters.

"So deal, okay?" "What about?" "If you kill yourself, I'll kill myself too." "Alright. But if you kill yourself, then I'll kill myself." "Okay." Audrey Simmons is suicidal. Cayden Nowell is too. But when they were about to kill themselves, they met each other on the same rooftop. And so, they made a pact. A suicide pact. This is a story about a boy and a girl who tries too hard to fit into their group of friends, but constantly failed. And when they found each other, they finally find a place they can fit into. The only mistake they made was that they broke themselves trying to fix each other. "I will put up with living here, on earth. But only if you're by my side." ----- WARNING : book deals with depression, suicidal tendencies and many more. Also contains a lot of cursing, so if you're sensitive to these kind of stuff, try to stay away. This book is meant to spread suicidal and depression awareness, not encourage it. So if you're depressed or suicidal, it's okay to read this book as the characters tries to overcome their depression and suicidal tendencies. This book also contains lots of humour for you to enjoy, so it's not all grey :)

READ BOOK ONE (Let Me See You Again) FIRST! THERE WILL BE MAJOR PLOT POINTS THAT YOU HAVE TO READ BOOK 1 TO UNDERSTAND! (Spoilers in description) *Same trigger warnings as last book, especially death* In the last book there were so many questions left unanswered in the final chapter. What's going to happen with Bear? What about Roman and Logan? What happens next? Turns out there's an afterlife so these questions can be answered. They're getting a second shot at seeing the world again.

TRIGGER WARNING