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people write about things that do not happen. they will romanticize this world in hopes of filling themselves up. they write like their words are food. but i have always written to empty myself completely. i will romanticize feeling nothing. june 1st 2018- august 16th 2018 thank you, @blushingbieber, for the wonderful cover! hr: #1 in poem 8.3.18 #1 in poetrycollection 8.15.18 #1 in poems 4.28.19

HIGHEST ACHIEVEMENTS #1 in experience #1 in expressions #1 in expressyourself #1 in latenightthoughts #1 in reality #1 in thoughs and feelings #1 in poet #1 in expressions - #2 in thoughts and feelings #2 in poet The ABC Collection-BOOK 1

A collection of poetry and prose that border on mediocrity. Do not expect anything great here.

Silician Trilogy #2 Get dressed for revenge. Trust no one but yourself. This is the continuation of a mafia war... and love.

Silician Trilogy #1 (Published under PSICOM Publishing Inc.) This is not your ordinary action-romance story packed with twists. Enjoy the ride while you can.

This is a short story about how to finally break free from social anxiety disorder. I have had to deal with this debilitating disorder for most of high school, but since then it has gotten a lot better because of certain techniques I have used for myself. These are things you can do on your own and without needing medication or a therapist. I really do think these methods work, they have worked for me immensely so I think they will work for you. You just have to dedicate yourself and never give up hope, because that is the worst thing you can do. Now, lets kick social anxiety's ass.

Have you ever asked yourself what it was like to live a normal life? A life surrounded by people whom you can trust and who'll trust you? A life where being with someone isn't as hard as you think it would be? Or simply living a life that doesn't make you overthink every situation you can possibly be in. Well, maybe you haven't asked. Why? 'Cause you're not someone whose anxieties are worse than it seems. I hear their voices in my head, whispering such judgments I hope to ignore but can't. I predict scenarios and turn them upside down. And I still wonder, is it possible for me to live a normal life? I don't know, but I hope so.

As I stand in front of the class my mind starts to race; I can feel my heart pounding at a rapid pace; When I start to speak I stutter and shake; I can't help but think I'm a disgrace; I feel their eyes bore into me; I hear their thoughts taunting me; I start to get red in the face; While my palms start to grow slick; My breathing starts to pick up in speed; Making it hard to stand on my feet; I can feel my head start to spin; Hoping nothing will happen; As my thoughts run wild; I feel like a child; Cause my emotions are uncontrollable; Making me want to panic with fear; Why can't I leave here? Stuck in my thoughts; Mind racing; I just want to disappear.

She's shy, she's insecure, she's a "freak". He's a flirt, he's mischievous, he's "heartless". ┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄X┄┄┄┄┄┄┈┈ Something normal people would call a "mistake" makes fire and ice mix. But, is it really that bad?