❝ how many more jobs... how long will it take... i don't know if i can do it. even if i could forgive myself, this is what I am now. and you'll never know who i was before. my past is my own. ❞ - n.r. COVERS CAPTAIN AMERICA : CIVIL WAR & BLACK WIDOW BOOK 2 in PLAN B trilogy BOOK 6 in LEGACY series ( COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL! ) illisius Ⓒ 2018 & , marvel

❝ your allies will die or go mad. you'll never know whom to trust. you'll never have a normal relationship. and if you do find love, as impossible as it is, you must remember one rule. the most important rule: never have kids. NEVER. ❞ - n.r. COVERS CAPTAIN AMERICA : THE WINTER SOLDIER BOOK 1 in PLAN B trilogy BOOK 3 in LEGACY series ( COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL! ) illisius Ⓒ 2017 & , marvel

[Post CA:TWS] She was his target. His mission. His only goal was to kill her. But she seemed harmless. He felt it was wrong to kill her. He made a different call. He saved her instead ~~~~~~~~~~~~ "There was a man, he was sent to kill me. I was a threat to- to HYDRA... the man had killed my mom. But I didn't hate him for it. I wasn't angry at him, I didn't want him dead... I wanted him to be somewhere safe. Somewhere somebody could care for him... I wanted to be the person that cared for him. But he wouldn't let me."

Longing, Rusted, Seventeen, Daybreak... Bucky needs his mind back. While the infamous Winter Soldier is in cryofreeze, Steve Rogers frantically searches for a way to rid Bucky's mind of these words. Then he finds it. All power over Bucky's mind is abolished. But just because these words hold no true power over his mind doesn't mean that they don't have a hold over his emotions. That's where Ella Walin, the top PTSD Psychiatrist in the world, comes in. Previously working in a Sudanese refugee camp, sometimes helping once child soldiers recover from their traumatic past, Ella is secretly recruited by the New Avengers to help the Winter Soldier. But can she? Through the love of friends and her help, Bucky can finally regain his mind back. And his life.

❝Whatever happens, I will never stop loving you.❞ . . .in which they are broken and battered, but their love for one another is what keeps them from completely falling apart. [BOOK TWO] [Highest ranking: #9 in fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

[ ORIGINAL BURNT EDGES STORY ] ᵉᵈᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵇᵉᵍᵃⁿ: ¹⁰/³/¹⁷ ᵉᵈᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᶠᶦⁿᶦˢʰᵉᵈ: ⁹/¹²/¹⁹ ❝what's she doing?❞ ❝she... she got him out of... he went back to being bucky.❞ [ bucky barnes ] ✦✦✦✦✦ © fantasticfoursome__ , 2016 [before the winter soldier-after civil war/alternate timeline]

'She loved you, Buck' Bucky looked back down at her and started to remember things too, as he remembered things, he started whispering the first thoughts that came to mind. 'Aren't you a bit tall for a girl...'; He mumbled, shaking his head as the memory flooded in. 'I love you,' Bucky whispered, kneeling down and pressing his forehead against her shoulder.

It's not about living forever, it's about living with yourself forever. || book one of one || An original and alternate MCU story that incorporates parts of Captain America: Civil War, Avengers: Age of Ultron and Marvel movie references throughout. start: 13th june 2016 finish: -- © juxtaposing

Rose Nelson tries to live a normal life when her boyfriend cheats on her. Her apartment door reveals a life-changing decision; taking a dangerous adventure and having someone fix her broken pieces. Book One {EDITING- some chapters may not make sense}

What if Tony had convinced Steve to sign the accords immediately after the tunnel incident? What if Bucky had been sent to a psychiatric facility rather than Wakanda, and the downfall of the Avengers had never happened? James Buchanan Barnes is a walking shadow of his former self. His mind is a mess of half-memories, the only constant memory being of the color red. There's blood staining his hands- blood he never wanted there, but that's there nonetheless. When he's sent to the Virginia State Psychiatric Facility, just a few miles south of the capital of the United States, no one can seem to get much out of him. He remains just as mysterious as he was when he first walked in the doors. Until Athena, a specialist known for dealing with PTSD patients, is assigned to be his psychologist. And then suddenly a whole world of horrors is uncovered, and his repressed days of torture come screaming back to life in vivid color. As Athena gets to know him, she realizes that everything Steve has said- about Bucky being a victim, not a villain- is absolutely true. And suddenly she must fight to not only save Bucky from himself, but also to clear his name in the eyes of the world- because after all, she's the only one with undeniable proof of his past. The only thing is, she must find the courage to use it. Bucky x OC 《 copyright @jordan7095 》 Cover picture is not mine. it is from Tumblr. credit goes to whoever made it.