//You leave my party with your left-handed cigarette And you look awful cold I'd love to hate you but your smell's still on my jeans I'm standing in this wreck cause of your smile You leave my body, yeah, you leave my body I love your voice but I hate when you speak//

// i was never meant to marry him // rachel never wanted to be his bride, so when she leaves him standing at the altar she thinks she's finally free. but is she really?

"Pick her up from Heathrow, Whenever she needs me."

The bar that you love...

Living in a small town means everybody knows everyone's business whether you like it or not. It also means some people put on a facade to hide their true self. A Van McCann Fanfic, I've written this fanfic because Van is honestly so talented and Catfish and the bottlemen are one of my favourite bands. I hope you enjoy the book. All Rights Reserved.

"Don't let her get you by yourself. She's trouble that girl. You think you know her, but you don't. She can get all inside your head, and get you in more shit than you started out with. I'm just warning you, Van, don't let her get to you." "I think she already has."

'Can he do what I do for you? I've not stopped thinking this shit since I come away' (Set in Llandudno, 2011)

Whoever you're mixing your drinks with, is dying to, go to town on you... ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ He was wearing his usual uniform of black skinny jeans and a sweater, although the sweater he was wearing now was especially significant. It was the one I fell asleep on a few nights after we'd met. "Hi Van." ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Carmen meets Ryan "Call me Van, it's more class" McCann at some seedy bar she gets dragged to by a new friend. To say things move fast is an understatement. But as fast as they move, as painfully slow they end. While Van and his mates get the band rising quicker and quicker, Carmen can't help her feelings as she sees her striped sweater wearing messy haired cockish boy become the rockstar he swore he would.

.. And we just always seem to just, fallout.

Van and Brynn are friends with benefits - they both have agreed to the terms, but what happens when one of them starts to fizzle?