Life gave you all sorts of situations to deal with. I was given two such really horrible ones , first which tortured me , and another which turned me into a crumbling mess. You don't have any choices in real life it's all in the flick of a minute. Isn't it horrendous that the thing which is wrong feels atrociously right to you in your own unique way ? This story is all about that wrong which felt incredibly right and the right which was in truth extremely wrong. It had to end and so it did. It was destiny. I'm happy that for once God took a thing away from me that I detested the most.