Hi. so my name is [kodee] This is just a collection of phan one shots and some random cute stuff. Some may be sort of sad but mostly FLUFFY!

My very first fan fiction so I know this won't be the best when it comes to the writing, so I apologize if it doesn't suit you.

Um...yeah.

Phil has become ill and Dan is worrying about him. Dan tries to nurse Phil back to health.

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]