2023 It's been several months since Tony Stark and Natasha Romanoff gave their lives to bring back the trillions murdered in the decimation. In the wake of the post - apocalyptic clean up, and the entirety of the universe adjusting to home the life it once had, many people are struggling to reconnect with the life they once had. Charlie Grant is no exception; and had once said goodbye to her past life and everything she once held dear to her. Until it all came back. Bucky Barnes had lost everything; in every way. He lost his past life, his innocence, his happiness, and now, his best friend. He didn't know what he had to live for. Not after it all came back, and he lost even more. Until he met Charlie. But fate never worked the way he wanted to. | Bucky Barnes Fanfiction | Ranked #3 in #BuckyBarnes

𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭 /'𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐝^𝐬𝐭/ 𝐍𝐨𝐮𝐧 𝐀 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 "𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦! 𝐇𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧. 𝐇𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧." "𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮." ⚠️ RAPE, SELF HATE, SUICIDE AND ABUSE!!! ⚠️ Highest ranking : #1 EVANSTAN Ranking right now : #72 EVANSTAN

Bucky Barnes served in World War Two. Sadly, he fell to his death. He was recovered and revived by HYDRA. On the run, scared, and ready to break at any minute, Bucky searches for answers about his past and who he is. It's only when he reconnects with this man, Steve, that he realizes his past is more than he ever imagined. Will Steve be blind sighted by the return of his fallen friend or will he make it his last mission to save Bucky and hopefully grow to be more? Is HYDRA plotting this whole thing? Who is Bucky Barnes really?

The true life story of Captain America ★ I've always loved him with my whole life, so when he died, I died too despite my still breathing lungs and beating heart. When he reemerged, I was reborn knowing that I'd been given this power so that I might save him on this very occasion. They told me he wasn't worth saving, that he wasn't the man I once loved, but I knew when our eyes met that we still had far more in common than what separated us. If saving him is within reach, I refuse to live without him, and maybe that makes me a fool, but I have to stand up to the masquerade and do what's right. That's always been my way of fighting other people's wars, and it's high time I started fighting so devotedly for my own, too. PARAQUEL//PREQUEL TO BUCKY'S DIARY ★ installment 1 of 3 in the 'Diary' series ★ •Being Rewritten, currently updated through 11/17/34• Best rankings to date: #1 preserumsteve - (winter 2019, spring 2021) #1 gayfanfiction - (summer 2020) #1 thewintersoldier - (spring 2019) #1 skinnysteve - (fall & winter 2020, summer 2021) #3 stucky - (fall 2019) #8 endgame - (spring 2021) WARNINGS: listed within first chapter Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it! Originally published August 4, 2018. Republished March 15, 2025. Copyright © 2018 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines) I do not own any music mentioned throughout the work. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

This will pretty much be a story about Steve and Natasha and their relationship. This is my second story and I hope you'll enjoy it. I'll do my best.

"put two broken and damaged Avengers together and this happens"

❝ 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝙒𝘼𝙎 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙊𝙉𝙇𝙔 𝙋𝙀𝘼𝘾𝙀 𝙃𝙀 𝙃𝘼𝘿 𝙆𝙉𝙊𝙒𝙉 𝙄𝙉 𝘼 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔, 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔 𝙇𝙊𝙉𝙂 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 ❞ ✧.*𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃✧.* 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐘'𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 - in which Amelia Rose moves into the Avengers Headquarters as Bucky Barnes' therapist 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙮

Untold ghost stories of HYDRA's metal fist ★ I've become a shell of the man I once was; my pride shattered, my valor a facade, my hope stolen. I no longer fear death but crave it. There are days when I'd sell my soul for the high they once offered me, and I know that makes me a terrible person, but I'm damned anyway. Sometimes I wonder if I could flourish in freedom, or if it would make me want to end my own life more than I already do. The darkness that shrouds my vision is something I'm not sure I could live without; sometimes being ruthless feels like the only way, brutal murder is a release for me, and now I crave violence. My life is a crooked fairytale, my dreams a dark abyss of restraint and manipulation, and my desires are a twisted shadow of what they used to be. It might seem like I need saving, but I'm not sorry, I'm not in control. PARAQUEL//SEQUEL TO STEVE'S DIARY ★ installment 2 of 3 in the 'Diary' series ★ •Completed• PLAYLIST: https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/buckys-diary/pl.u-mJy8gdETzmAM62D WARNINGS: listed within first chapter Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it! Originally published August 19, 2021. Copyright © 2021 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines) All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental

Natasha Romanoff, Russian super spy turned agent of SHIELD (and Avenger to be), never thought she'd love again. Steve Rogers, war hero (the star spangled man with a plan), never thought he'd love again. Everything comes with a consequence.

This is a Bucky x Peter fic 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐎𝐅 🥀 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ------------------------------------ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝟎𝟗.𝟐𝟓.𝟏𝟗 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝟏𝟐.𝟎𝟔.𝟏𝟗 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝟎𝟒.𝟎𝟑.𝟐𝟏 ------------------------------------ "Peter took a deep breath once he rounded the corner. He needed to control himself before he ended up doing something that really would end this. He hated to admit it, but he let himself care. He let himself want this, and despite his mind knowing it was a ridiculous idea that could only end badly, every part of him wanted to go back and make out with the hot man in his living room." ------------------------------------ Peter hated himself. The people that were once his family, he no longer knew. Hydra's programming had gone too deep, or so he let himself believe. He wanted to make up for his actions, but he knew nothing could atone for all of the innocent lives he took. He had no idea why he was saved from that hellhole when he was that last person who deserved it, but maybe, just maybe, it was so that he could save someone stuck in 1942. Or maybe it was so that person could save him. ------------------------------------ A story in which Spiderman was never a hero. Closer to the opposite, really, he ended up a mind-wiped soldier for Hydra. Peter is living with the guilt of what he did for them, and Bucky Barnes is living with the guilt of being the Winter Soldier. What happens when they meet in a bar? ------------------------------------ Peter is 21, and Bucky Barnes is 23 (100). ------------------------------------ #𝟷 𝚆𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙿𝙸𝙳𝙴𝚁: 𝟹.𝟹𝟶.𝟸𝟷