NOT MINE!!! I don't own this story; all credit goes to the original author SoloChaos on ao3 Trigger warning: suicide/sexual abuse/mature content Make sure you have some tissues....

Title: Milk. Pairing: Ryden. Rating: NC-17. Word Count: ~3500. Warnings: Enema, choking, rimjob, BDSM relationship with previously established safewords. Summary: Ryan knows what he has to endure in order to get the reward. Brendon knows that he has to go slowly. "What all these people are doing is not aggressive; they are inventing new possibilities of pleasure with strange parts of their body - through the eroticization of the body." (NOT MINE READ AT OWN RISK)

"𝐃𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩, 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥'𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤. 𝐃𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝. 𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬." 𝟓𝟔𝟏 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐏𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟐𝟔, 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟎:𝟐𝟑 𝐏𝐦

PLEASE NOTE!! i did not come up with the fic, i simply moved it from tumblr to wattpad. that is all. i found it from [@ningen-shi] on tumblr. giving her credit.

dont reed if ur unda eiteeyn

You thought The Cherry fic was bad? You thought The Hat fic was worse? Well The Bananna Fic is ten times as sexual and insane. Warning 18+ content extremely sexual and crazy.

"I find peace in the rain" (Completed)

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