***Book 2 in "The Middle" Trilogy*** Maya Bishop has come to terms with the fact that even at her best, she'll never be good enough for Carina. She has given up on her pursuit down the path of forgiveness and redemption from others, risking the uncertainty of finding it in herself. Carina Deluca has finally accepted that Maya still owes her heart, body and soul. She's willing to chase Maya to the ends of the earth to fight for their love. Can they find a compromise through all their fears, doubts and insecurities? Will love prevail? Will their souls come together again to help them grow into the best versions of themselves, before it's too late? Join the continuance of Maya and Carina's love story from being lovers who drifted apart, to both of them holding out hope that the other will meet them in the middle. Could it be that they'd both get caught...? In each other, and in the middle of all the chaos that surrounds them? Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Fire, PTSD, SMUT, Suicide, Violence.

**Book 1 in "The Middle" Trilogy** Maya Bishop's worst fear came true. Her wife left her because of how broken she is. She doesn't want to give up on their love story yet, and she will get better for Carina. Dr. Carina DeLuca hates that her wife couldn't get help when she begged her to. It had to take her leaving for Maya to go see a therapist. Is it too late to forgive and trust again? This is an alternate storyline after the events of Station 19's 6x09 and how they could find their way back to each other. Can they set their differences aside and find a way to meet each other in the middle? This is a work of fanfiction, all rights go to Shondaland Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Fire, PTSD, SMUT, Suicide

Engine 19 gets into an accident and Maya gets seriously injured. Will she be ok? Originally published on AO3.

Carina knew there was a sort of sadness behind Maya's eyes even as she held her little boy in her arms during the happiest day of her life. Carina knew because there was that same ache in her chest. When she looked at her kids she couldn't help but imagine how proud her brother would've been of her and how much it would've meant to him to meet their bambinos. She knows just as she wished Andrea would've been there in that moment, Maya wished Mason had too. - OR Maya desperately wants to find Mason again but this isn't how she thought he would come back in her life...

Maya gets into an accident at work. Carina feels helpless, not being able to do anything.

What happens when you discover that your brother's roommate is not what you expected?

When firefighter Maya Bishop suddenly has a miscarriage, her mental health starts going downhill and her childhood traumas resurface. Carina Deluca, the doctor who first treated her, offers to help while she recovers from the miscariage, however she didn't know that by doing this her feelings for the blonde would grow.

Maya is slowly losing hope of winning her battle with depression. Her team is giving her shit for becoming captain instead of Andy and she's getting tired of it. She just wants everything to stop then all a sudden Carina gets thrown into the mix how will Maya handle that and what happens if Carina finds out how badly Mayas depression is

Maya and Carina meet after Maya ends up in a wheelchair. With family and friends and more importantly Carina, she finds the motivation. Motivation that turns into more than just walking. Best Ranking: #2 Marina #2 Carinadeluca #5 MayaBishop #31 mayandcarina

Carina and Maya met when they were 16. They instantly fell in love, and were inseparable. But when it was time to go to college, things got a little tricky. They tried their hardest to keep they relationship going, but as they started their second year at college, it was becoming more and more difficult. They made the most heartbreaking decision to go their separate ways. Ten years later they were very successful career wise, and had perfect little families of their own. Both of their worlds however turn upside down when they finally meet again, in a situation they couldn't have even imagined.