[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

I wasn't living- I was surviving- that is, Until I Met You.

❝I THOUGHT WHEN JOSH WAS IN ANOTHER CONTINENT WE WERE GROWING APART, HELL NOW WE'RE IN THE SAME CITY & I'VE NEVER FELT FARTHER FROM HIM.❞ ☼ (THREEQUEL)

1-5 sentence chapters Josh's point of view trigger warning: abuse & depression

he killed her

not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues

made - 8/18/16 completed - 5/24/17 joshua william dun is daddy [ISSA JOKEEE]

romance doesn't always begin at first glance, but when the world is paused, it's hard to ignore a second heartbeat. © ; 2016 Highest Ranking: #9 in Fanfiction (aahhh thank you so much) #1 in phillester #1 in superpowers #2 in amazingphil #2 in danisnotonfire #3 in danhowell | WORKING ON FINAL CHAPTER |

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE