in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

College is supposed to be the best moments of your life. That wasn't true for me. Six months into my college career, I endured a nightmare. That nightmare caused me to make a lot of horrible decisions. Because of those decisions, I fell deeper and deeper into the nightmare and now five years later, I'm still trying to wake up.

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood. (punk!phil meets pastel!dan) [rated R for language and violence/gore]

"Gangsters don't cry." In which a boy's night terrors come true. Or the one where every night Joshua Dun dreams of his worst fears and every day finds clarity through a girl and her nephew. Copyright © 2016 by miserableyouth Ranked: ff #611 [11.06.16], ff #643 [3.19.17]

SECOND BOOK IN DEMENTOPHOBIA SERIES Avenir || French for future Courtney Akehurst's life turned out better than anyone could have guessed. She had a wonderful boyfriend and beautiful family, but when old demons come back to haunt her, will she be able to hold on to her fantastic life or will she crack under the pressure?

"Courtney, what do you fear? Do you have any fears?" "Dementophobia." "What does that mean?" "The fear of going insane." {ONCE WAS #207 IN FANFICTION}

There is no rewind button on life, no fast-forward or pause. No matter how many times Bowser Joseph wishes there was, it wasn't possible. It's never going to be possible for him to live his life over or fix his mistakes. It's never going to be possible for him to be happy.

Josh works at Starbucks. Tyler doesn't even know his name.

Tyler has returned. Josh has changed.