"I've been having that dream over and over again... The flashback from when we went to school together. 'The future will always be death... And I don't like losing, either, Which makes it all the worse.' The most humane thing that... the flea... has ever told me." •°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°• "Is death a punishment or a reward? All my lovely humans know the pain, can feel it; what does it feel like? A burden? Bliss? Tell me, Shizuo, can a monster like you suffer? Can... I suffer? What is it like...? ... Show me." /**I DO NOT OWN DURARARA. OBVIOUSLY. ANY UND ALL ART USED IN THIS BOOK BELONG TO ME, DO NOT USE WITHOUT PERMISSION**/

Based on 'Memory Game...' by @MilitaryKrackers Trans!Izaya fic! Shizuo, Shinra, and Kadota travel through Izaya's memories in attempt to save him from a demon induced coma.

Two months after Izaya was taken back by Crooked Teeth, Shizuo and his allies manage to track him down. But, when he wakes up, will he be the Izaya that Shizuo had come to love or the one who saw him as nothing but a monster?

What happened to Shizuo when Izaya got locked away? Will hatred turns to love? Can memories be overwrite? Adult content R-18 Angst, Rape, Insomnia, Suicide, Depression

Shinra turns Izaya into a cat! He makes it seem an accident but really it was his and Celty's plan to get Izaya and Shizuo to get to know each other.

Is it all Just a Game that Izaya plays, or is there a reason behind everything?

Izaya finds Shizuo half dead on the street. "Im calling Shinra so he can get you healed up. Aren't I such a nice person Shizu-chan~" he said mockingly, a wide grin spread across his face. "Why?" Shizuo said ignoring the comment."Hurry up...and kill me already...you fucking flea." His face changed, the sly grin becoming a blank look of indifference."I cant have other people hurting whats mine, only I can do that." Shizaya Shizuo x Izaya [Completed]

After the accident, Shizuo is torn apart. He visits Izaya every day. Finally, Izaya wakes up. But, something is different. He is confused about where he is, and why eveyone looks so different. Not only that, but 5 minutes after he wakes up, he's worried about school and making sure his sisters get home on time. Most importantly, he doesn't have any idea who Shizuo is! Shizuo slowly learns Izaya's dark past as Izaya slowly feels himself falling back in love. Shizaya, so obviously yaoi. This is a second book, the first is called 'Darkness (A shizaya fan fiction)' please read the first book before this one to understand the first part of the story.

They're together now, but how will this love-hate relationship go?

Izaya and Shizuo have always fought. They never really thought much of it until one day, Izaya collapses in the middle of a fight. What will Shizuo do? Will he kill his sworn enemy or do the unspeakable?