Most days I think to myself "what am I doing with my life" others I just don't think about anything. I usually feel numb. Scratch that I used to feel numb. Til I met her that is. I can't believe I've done this to her. She doesn't deserve it... ***Explicit context if you are not interested in sex profanity and violence or are under the age of 15 I suggest you don't read. As for everyone else? Read it your own risk*** Enjoy