Okay so this is a fanfic of a fanfic, essentially. After starting Volume Three of "A Heart Rate Of A Mouse," by Anna Green, I got this idea in my head and I couldn't shake it. So this is basically an alternate book 3. Book three does not happen essentially. Ryan moves to Machias and Brendon starts His Side and Sisky tracked down Ryan but that's about all that's the same. The rest is its own story entirely. Brendon has huge success with His Side, but something - someone is still missing from his life. After everything that happened on the Diamonds and Pearls tour, he knows he has to make it right, but has no idea how to even get Ryan's attention. A new management intern comes in and wants to save Brendon - but will it end up ruining his chance to fix the explosion that happened with Ryan? Prologue is Ryan's POV, the rest will be from Brendon's POV. Content Warning for Strong Language and smut and other adult content ;)

Post Throam Nonsense

Post throam nonsense

Opening night of Kinky Boots is a phenomenal performance, but all Brendon can think about is how his ex-best friend is going to be there. Ryan Ross walks back into Brendon's life and he wants Brendon to make him a spot in his life again. Brendon has to decide between his wife and his first love. Or does he have to choose? Rated NC-17/M for mature content and language as well as casual drug and alcohol use. Ryden (Ryan Ross x Brendon Urie) Sarden (Sarah Urie x Brendon Urie) Sryden (Sarah Urie x Ryan Ross x Brendon Urie)