Brendon finds the honey-eyed boy at the park, chasing a butterfly. The butterfly's wings are a beautiful shade of brown, the exact same shade as Brendon's eyes. And after helping him catch it, the boy smiles. Brendon is inspired by the boy and falls in love, and begins chasing a butterfly of his own: the honey-eyed boy, Ryan.

It's been ten years. Ten fucking years since my band and I started this crazy journey with our first album, a fever you cant sweat out. A lot was different back then. I have a whole new band, a wife, and I haven't talked to Ryan or Jon in years. But that last part will change tonight. Tonight, I am throwing a party to celebrate our ten years, and guess who my lovely wife invited? You guessed it. I guess I'll be getting drunk as fuck tonight. Cover credit goes to camjsado.tumblr.com

1940's -- AU Ryan Ross has given up his parents hopes and dreams of him becoming a surgeon, to pursue his real dream of becoming a big name in jazz music in San Francisco, California. Brendon Urie is a poor boy rural Nevada who lives a life full of lies that he hides from the family who loves him. Neither one of them expected to cross paths. Neither one of them expected the serenely tragic nightmare that would transcend time and history.

❝I just love being pretty❞ in which brendon is a sucker for the boy who just loves looking pretty.

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oh my god this book is so weird and cringey I'm! not! like! this! anymore! if you know me irl please don't judge me, I was in a phase and alone ~ ahahahahahahaha i'm going to hell ~trigger warning~ don't click on this if you're innocent

Brendon is left disabled after a car accident and has to go to a special school, but what will he find when he gets there?

Author: underthedesk on LiveJournal.. ALL CREDITS GO TO THIS AUTHOR Rating: NC-17 Overall

Brendon has one rule that he refuses to break, but he has never been the best at keeping promises, even ones that are made only to himself. ~~~ Wattpad exclusive *trigger warning for suicidal actions and character death* Completed Playlist: https://8tracks.com/vampireboy/a-million-missed-calls

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------