Based on the I'm Not Okay (I Promise) music video by My Chemical Romance. **Triggers: abuse, suicide, mild bullying // plenty of warning given beforehand** 78, 829 words | 192 pages | 48 chapters | 4 parts

Alan is starting his first year of college and trying to convince himself he'll survive. Though after meeting his roommate, Austin, he's not so sure anymore.

Austin, a warm and caring person, applies for a position in a mental hospital far away from his home in Phoenix. Looking to make a difference, and to really start his life, he takes the job. Alan, a 16 year old diagnosed with undifferentiated-type schizophrenia, is just trying to coast and find his way through the hospital without going into an episode when he meets the new orderly, Austin. Austin is taken with the young inpatient's beauty, and finds himself just wanting to be near Alan, and to help him. Alan feels an undeniable attraction to the older, but is ever held back by his paranoid delusions. How will he overcome? And how will Austin deal with his conflicting feelings?

Frank Iero is the new kid in school yet again. He just can't seem to get his life on track until a select group of people find themselves getting close to the boy who is constantly getting hurt and getting sent to the ER while not being able to do anything about it. ((It actually gets really good by like chapter thirteen, so just wait it out))

~BEING UPDATED NOT VERY REGULARLY BUT WILL AIM FOR A CHAPTER A WEEK~ Ryan is struggling with his inner demons. His abusive father having been spurred on in his cruelty by the death of Ryan's mother, Ryan hates his "home" life. He is deathly afraid to tell anyone and is paranoid about being seen as a burden or a failure. Brendon is always there for him, but Ryan is finding his feelings towards him very confusing....does he like him as a friend, as more, or does he just feel indebted to him? **CONTAINS TRIGGERING MATERIAL** (self harm, possible eating disorder, death of family member etc.)

The noise is coming.

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read more to find out what happens ;) •Sorry this description sucks, the book is better•

not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues