they can hide their feelings for each other pretty well when they're sober. but when they're drunk? not so much.

A four word per chapter Ryden ©McDougallBooty 2015©

Continuation of ADHD: A Brallon/ Ryden Fanfic

Ryan's life seemed like a routine. It was the same thing everyday. Until the new kid shows up, that is. That's when everything changes

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

In the French language, there is only one word for Adventure and Affair. Aventure. Brallon, Ryden, you choose. But there's one thing that's certain: love is not a choice. If you fall, you eventually get hurt.

17 year old Ryan Ross was just a normal kid living in Las Vegas until he fell for his new best friend who also happened to be his bandmate. When their band, Panic! At The Disco, gains popularity will they continue to just be friends or will their relationship take off? |Completed 1/31/15| * Ships: Jyler , Ryden, Joncer. Trigger Warning at beginning of one chapter. Speaks of death and other somber topics in some chapters. No smut, mostly fluff*

Brendon is currently in a relationship with Dallon but is constantly being reminded of when he was with Ryan.

It's been ten years. Ten fucking years since my band and I started this crazy journey with our first album, a fever you cant sweat out. A lot was different back then. I have a whole new band, a wife, and I haven't talked to Ryan or Jon in years. But that last part will change tonight. Tonight, I am throwing a party to celebrate our ten years, and guess who my lovely wife invited? You guessed it. I guess I'll be getting drunk as fuck tonight. Cover credit goes to camjsado.tumblr.com

"I wish I could see space in everyone's eyes." Ryan loves space. Ryan loves the sun, moon, galaxy and everything that has to do with night. He's different, maybe that's why Brendon likes him because he sees the world through different eyes.