Josh Dun lives in a foster home with his little brother, Patrick. His foster parents aren't the best people, only taking them in for extra money to spend on cigarettes and alcohol. As if that wasn't enough, they decide to get in on the weed business, forcing Josh to deal it for them so they don't get caught. He just so happens to run into bad boy Tyler Joseph along the way. ©nicosniners

Tyler has always been small for his age, but how small can he get before they notice? ... Trigger Warning: Eating Disorders,Depression,Anxiety,Abuse,OCD ... Chapters will be short about 100-300 words each!

this is why you should never trust the roommate you got off of craigslist. 3/09/17 {#816 in fanfiction} 3/18/17 {#206 in fanfiction} 3/25/17 {#185 in fanfiction} 3/29/17 {#163 in fanfiction} 4/14/17 {#92 in fanfiction} hit 50k: 04/04/17 hit 100k: 6/15/17 hit 200k: 04/05/19 book started: 10/29/16 book finished: 03/25/17 ©smilingtyler

"Nobody needs you, Tyler" He'd heard this voice and these words so many time before. But maybe this time, it was right. "I know." *Self Harm Trigger Warning*

joshler fanfiction. josh see's a cute boy named tyler in hot topic, shoplifting band merch. josh goes to confront him, but tyler is very slick and sure with his words, luring josh into him. {ik the bio sucks but the story will be better and be really funny.}

[COMPLETED] Tyler's father heads the ohio branch of the lebanese mafia, Josh's dad runs guns for their rivals. They're sworn enemies, so why is Tyler doing everything he can to ensure he wakes up in Josh's bed every morning? cover art by vyles-ray on tumblr

tyler wants to live forever. josh will not last forever.

Josh has attempted suicide multiple times. It never works. He has made a list: Tie a noose - not when your mother is visiting. Swallow pills - 1. maybe something more powerful than paracetamol. 2. Ibuprofen and paracetamol = hospital Main vein in wrist - deeper. Bridge - water apparently saves lives. Building - 1. people are curious and act as saviours. 2. Higher building needed. 3. CPR seems common knowledge. It seems the universe just doesn't want him to die. His roommate and boyfriend (Tyler) don't want him to die either. The problem is it seems the only thing josh has been successful at is hiding his suicidal tendencies from said boyfriend. Long sleeves are easy to wear all the time, also, even though they have been together for many years josh is asexual so there's never seemed to have been a time when Tyler has seen him without a shirt. All of this is of course until, after living together for all of five months, Tyler, being the curious person he is, finds Josh's list crushed on the bedroom floor (how careless). And, oh, the guilt that consumes a man so happy he has been blind to sadness for so long is simply overwhelming. Maybe Josh should've been more careful. Maybe Tyler should've been more observant. // "You are a noose and I need you to unwrap yourself from my neck." // Warnings - suicide, self-harm, kinda mentions physical abuse (not really but I'll include it anyway), (kinda) emotional abuse, (kinda) toxic relationship Suicidal!josh Unhelpful!tyler // Au