Izaya Orihara disappeared for six months, only to be found bloody, broken, and beaten in the streets of Ikebukuro by a shocked Shizuo Heiwajima. He's forgotten everything, now only a shadow of himself. Just what happened to him while he was gone? And why is he so nervous about being touched?

He thought he hated him....But that changed....Could he love the man he has hated? (HOPEFULLY UPDATED WEEKLY)

After Izaya fails to commit suicide he goes back in town. Izaya's out in the cold rain until he meets up with Shizuo who is offering to give him his umbrella. What twisted fate arises between them? (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)