"You can't love someone unless you love yourself first. Bullshit... I've never loved myself, but you; oh, God... I love you so much..." Or The one where Lance is depressed and has everyone trying to help him. Klance because we need that gay shit Season 3 spoilers. *Trigger warning* -anxiety attacks/panic attacks -cutting -suicide attempt

This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fighting a exstestential crisis and then going onto the wonderful place known as the internet. One day (after watching a SMOSH video) he came across a boy called AmazingPhil, and after clicking on the black and white video labelled 'Phil's Video Blog' he knew that he fell in love. So then it happened. Dan became obssesed with this British, side fringed stranger online that he only ever heard or seen by a simple video that got uploaded whenever. With his obsession Dan dove down trying to find anything to help him contact his love. Until he found a email address...