SHORT STORY [WARNINGS: violence, boyxboy, language, nudity, adult themes.] RATED: M {matrue} AUTHER'S NOTE: Takes place AFTER Mass Effect 3 (If John Shepard is alive) "I can't lose you again..." John struggles with the fact he lost Admiral Anderson, a man who was much like a father to him. Along with Mordin and Tali, But with Kaidan's help, he counts his blessings that includes Kaidan himself.