Based on the I'm Not Okay (I Promise) music video by My Chemical Romance. **Triggers: abuse, suicide, mild bullying // plenty of warning given beforehand** 78, 829 words | 192 pages | 48 chapters | 4 parts

Alan is starting his first year of college and trying to convince himself he'll survive. Though after meeting his roommate, Austin, he's not so sure anymore.

Austin, a warm and caring person, applies for a position in a mental hospital far away from his home in Phoenix. Looking to make a difference, and to really start his life, he takes the job. Alan, a 16 year old diagnosed with undifferentiated-type schizophrenia, is just trying to coast and find his way through the hospital without going into an episode when he meets the new orderly, Austin. Austin is taken with the young inpatient's beauty, and finds himself just wanting to be near Alan, and to help him. Alan feels an undeniable attraction to the older, but is ever held back by his paranoid delusions. How will he overcome? And how will Austin deal with his conflicting feelings?

Frank Iero is the new kid in school yet again. He just can't seem to get his life on track until a select group of people find themselves getting close to the boy who is constantly getting hurt and getting sent to the ER while not being able to do anything about it. ((It actually gets really good by like chapter thirteen, so just wait it out))

Frank is just a depressed, suicidal boy. MCR is a New local band.Gerard is a boy, who is too depressed. The boys meet and become 'friends', but does one of them want more? I dunno, read to figure out the book. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* -SELF HARM -RAPE -ALCOHOLISM -SUICIDE Story is written from point of views.

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read more to find out what happens ;) •Sorry this description sucks, the book is better•

not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues

(contains triggers: eating disorders, self harm, suicidal thoughts.) Tyler Joseph, an average 15 year old, an abusive home life, no real friends his only escape is his music, and well...No one will ever know, no one will ever care. Josh Dun is 17 years old and one of the coolest guys you'll ever meet, red hair, nose piercing and gauges. his family love him. heck, everyone loves him. so what will happen if these kids meet? the obvious I guess. ''he promised he would fix him and he never broke his promise.'' (i'm terrible at writing these.)

Gerard never read Frank's messages. Until something happens. Well, that's what Frank thought. WARNING! This story may seem confusing!

TRIGGERING