Note: this story is Captain America Fan Fiction, set after the events in the film "Civil War" and containing M/M sexy-time awesomeness. Adults only please. Steve Rogers has never gotten over putting his best and oldest friend back into cryo-sleep. Bucky wasn't just a fellow soldier, he was the one person alive that Steve could call family. Putting the needs of the many far above his own, Steve has grown hungry trying to survive on the scraps of life that are left to him. Natasha wants him to find someone to love, but how can anyone survive a life of violence and uncertainty? Anyone but Bucky. Steve is determined to find a way to give Bucky his life back, and to take back his own in the process.

Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.