"I want to be here, Justin.. With you. For the rest of my life, I just want to be here. Not in the past, not in the future. Just here. I'm not the person that I was before I met you anymore. I'm so fucking happy. You make me feel like I'm on a cloud, and I'm not ever going to fall because I have you there holding me up. I'm always going to miss my parents, Justin. That's not something that will change. But I am happy now. That changed. I can't let my past define me anymore. I'm here Justin, with you. Please just let it be that simple.." {This story contains VERY sexual content)