Love is a dangerous emotion. Well, in Tom's opinion at least. Years after college and living with his friends for a few years, things were alright until he started loving someone he knew would not return his feelings. He kept quiet but his silence punished him. Who knew one sided love could make him cough up flowers?

The three friends an self obsessed Matt an sarcastic Tom and an artistic Edd. New kid from Norway names Tord his English wasn't good he understood some English. Two meet Matt and Tord they start forming a good friendship and with the other three.

Tord has recently been transferred to a new school, but he's scared on how people will judge him, because of his pastel style,positive self.But someone meets him, his first friend, and what if something more? A/N:I'm not adding Edd or Matt because this is only focused on Tom and Tords perspective. sorry ;-;, may have some triggering parts(self harm) anyways ENJOY!

WARNING this will have mature content abuse etc its a dark time the red army took over and tom thought tord was dead but in reality he survived how did tom figure out well tord or red leader walked up to him and forced him into the army to be tord's private body guard tom who was overwhelmed that he thought he murdered someone agreed to protect tord