Like lullabies you are forever in my mind I see you and all the pieces of my life though you weren't mine you were my first love. Clarke has social anxiety and has been bullied since she was twelve. She has turned to self harm to solve her problems. She thought her life was over until she meets Bellamy Blake. From the moment they met she had fallen in love, but the feeling isn't mutual. Bellamy who quickly becomes the most popular boy in school, didn't even remember her name. Clarke is broken and sings herself a lullaby before she closes her eyes.

Bellarke AU; Best Friends Clarke got married young. She had a child young. The abuse started. She never thought she'd find the strength to leave, but she did. She left behind the husband who caused her pain, taking her daughter to the home he forced her to stay away from. She goes home to her best friend, Bellamy Blake. He's there to help her pick up the pieces, and maybe finally confess the love he's always had for his best friend. She was, after all, the one that got away from him.