When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

Pastel!Dan/ Punk!Phil Highschool AU. Dan Howell loves pastel colors flower crowns. Phil Lester's a very scary looking punk. Dan normally keeps to himself, as to not get into any trouble, which he was prone to do at his old school, but when he interacts with Phil, that changes. *Horrible summary, I know, but the story is great- I promise.

after all these years, i can finally see him again

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

it's only a game. isn't it?

Trigger warning - talk of death and suicide.

[this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change everything. (I'm really bad at writing summaries but please just give this story a try. I'm making it sound bad but it's good I swear...) WARNINGS: Strong language Violence Mentions of abuse Slight (seriously not that much) mentions of sexual content Manic episodes Medical/mental health conditions (I don't know if that should be a warning or not but I'll put it here anyway) Enjoy my lovelies

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]