ryan is a pretty boy who likes pretty things & brendon is the boy ryan has his eye on

Brendon Urie is not the school super star. He's the geeky kid with a bad haircut and terrible taste in conversation. When summer comes around, his mother decides her son needs a new place to make friends and expand his musical talent. Upset and worried about messing up in front of his fellow classmen, Brendon endures a full two weeks of Band Camp under the watchful eyes of his section leader and cabin mate, Ryan Ross. (relaxrelapsex/faceoffamex on livejournal)

In Case The Scene Gets Nasty by zarah5 and softlyforgotten (live journal) Brendon/Ryan 90,571 words. NC-17 Better to take the long way home than not to arrive at all. A high school AU.

"I'm not crazy. The universe tells me to say things and none of you understand it because you're brains can't comprehend it. My reality is just different from yours. That's not my fault."

3 months. That's how long seventeen year old, Ryan has been in the hospital. 3 long months, you could still see the scars on his skin, but there were no new ones engraved in his skin. He was still just skin and bone, he only eats the bare minimum, only to please the nurses. In his short time at the hospital many people had come and gone, he had few friends, he usually kept to himself anyway. It was lonely and boring in the hospital, well that was until Brendon showed up. Brendon, a regular sixteen year old, was an A+ student in school, and his school's best male singer. Life was great for Brendon, he was top of the class, had many friends and a great family, two great parents, and two amazing younger sisters. He thought life was good, well that was until his sister got diagnosed with cancer. His life hadn't been the same since that day, since the words came out of the doctors mouths, his grades dropped and he skipped class more to see his sister and he had started to slip away, it was the hardest thing to watch his sister wisping away everyday. He thought everything in his life was falling apart, until he met Ryan. {Warnings: Abuse, Swearing, Suicide, Depression, Cutting, Anorexia, Cancer, Alcoholism, Teen Drug and Alcohol use, Sex (possibly), Graphic detail any of the following (Some of these are heavily referenced, and some go into a lot of detail) if you are not okay with any of these then please do not read, Thank you}

Pete and Brendon are twins in high school. Obviously fraternal. Yes, different in looks and very different in personality. Pete Wentz is the bad boy. Rugged clothes, tattoos, Late nights and bad grades. Brendon is his total opposite. Polite, professionally dressed, perfect grades and an honest christian boy. It's no mystery who their strict religious parents favor more. But will Pete be changed for the better when an opportunity for success and love enters his life? And will Brendon change for the worst after falling for someone with a past too dark to light?

"Two households, both alike in dignity..." * * * Started - June 12, 2017 Finished - June 21, 2017 concept; 'hopeless fountain kingdom' - halsey; 2017

Addict: A person who is addicted to a particular substance, typically an illegal drug. No matter what your drug of choice is, an addiction is an addiction. Getting help is the only solution.

"you know this stuff is for girls, right?" "fuck off dude." - lol ryan buys scented hand sanitizer and brendon makes irrelevant remarks because he's a werid little shit. !DISCLAIMER! i wrote this book before i educated myself on transgender rights and such so this book is slightly cisnormative and i'm sorry.

New Message Recieved from bdenurie! bdenurie: hi ryonrass: Who is this? How did you even find me on an app where you can't search random names? bdenurie: if I do recall, about five minutes ago I opened up one of my favourite books, and you decided to be the funny person who wrote your username in it. bdenurie: hey but I have a thing for funny people (Mentions Drugs, Sex, Cutting, Suicide and other common triggers) warning: not a happy ending.