my suicidal thoughts

❝We were living minds with dying hearts.❞

See the beauty of broken souls and wretched hearts. See the power of the past and the future. See how blind love can be.

Warning: Don't you dare read this.

❝This is the love I fail to say. One that caused him to go away, for our love was never made to stay.❞ - all of the poems are mine :) #1 in Poetry 26/05/17 ! Thank you for reading♡ New book 'Everything You Never Knew' is out!

sucide quotes

Meeting my mate was the way most mates meet their mates. Nothing special. It wasn't one where we had known each other for ages but he hated me because I was weak, and he had rejected me but later regretted it when I return from a year long holiday with another pack all hot and strong. It wasn't one where we had a one night stand and I wake up to find him gone, only to see him four years later with our child hiding behind my leg. It wasn't one where I had been abused from my pack for my entire life and when I finally have enough and run as far as I can, I meet my over protective alpha mate. Sure, Leo was an Alpha. But I wasn't an omega. I was the daughter of two healers. He wasn't cold. I wasn't hated. He wasn't possessive. He wasn't a cocky, hot player who didn't want a mate. He wasn't cruel and he definitely didn't have a dark past. He was perfect. And together, we were invincible. But then, we were apart. Kidnapped, beaten, tortured and raped. Endlessly for three years. Then I return home. Expecting my Alpha the same way he was when I was taken. But now, he is broken. As I am. Together we were invincible, apart we were broken.

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

Okay. Gotta admit, he was kinda cute. Sitting behind your screen in your room, you was looking at this guy, Lil Xan-something's music-video of Betrayed. Cole Bennet had directed it. Everything Cole directed was cool. Also, this guy, Lil Xan-something, was coming to school to keep a speach about drugs and xanax and shit. You sigh, rolling your eyes. As if that would change your mind about drugs. But what does really happen when you meet him?

September 14th has been known as a time of great tragedy for the Goodwin family. After all, it was on that treacherous day that Nathaniel Goodwin was found dead on the floor of his study, it was also when Tommy Young mysteriously vanished and the day Twyla Goodwin became the single biggest terror in all of New Brooks history. Now, another September 14th is approaching and the horrors that await the Goodwin girls may threaten to ruin the fragile peace they've managed to create. Twyla and Luna Goodwin have led separate lives for the past six years after a horrible incident tore their family apart. As Twyla Goodwin took on the unbearable responsibility of becoming the next Goodwin witch, Luna followed her mother's footsteps by joining the mortal world. Neither sister planned on seeing the other again but as the twins approach their eighteenth birthday they find that their paths are bound indefinitely. Together, they manage to uncover the secrets their family has kept hidden, fight Dark Forces that wish to destroy them and discover their place in a thousand year prophecy. ------------ "Not all monsters hide under beds... Some monsters hide behind Louboutin heels and strawberry flavored lipgloss. Others hide behind leather jackets and combat boots," Alix said, her tone grave. "Keep that in mind and you might just survive." #30 in Paranormal 4/16/17