they can hide their feelings for each other pretty well when they're sober. but when they're drunk? not so much.

"Do I fear the sleepless nights? You have no idea how long the darkness lasts when you cannot close your eyes to it. For the night is dark and full of terrors." * * * |TW: Nightmares, insomnia, anorexia, intense phobias, blood, mentions of death in nightmares, hospitals|

ryan and brendon live on opposite sides of the country and ryan can never sleep *lowercase intended, texting style of writing*

au || ryan ross was an adrenaline seeker, sneaking out of his mothers home into the summer nights to go get what his skin itches for. during his adventures, he always seems to run into the same boy late at night. one night he asks the boy to stay the night, that's when everything changed. triggers: -alcohol abuse -abusive parent/child relationship -mature/derogatory language -self harm/suicide

Brendon and Ryan are both the 'perfect' child in their families. They play soccer, they get good grades, and have beautiful girlfriends-wait what? (COMPLETED)✔️

in which everyday at 2 am Brendon gets a text from a random number.

Title: The Impossible Is Possible [1/30] Author: peopleexisting on LJ (ALL CREDITS TO THIS STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR!) Rating: R/NC-17 (overall) Pairing: Ryden, some Joncer. POV: Third, Brendon’s. Summary: AU. Brendon switches high schools to get away from the pressures of bullying, but he finds that his new school isn’t all that better. Not to mention that he’s soon thrown into the turbulent world of a violent, disturbed boy, named Ryan Ross. Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera. Author Notes: This story is dedicated to my best friend, Nick, who has ADHD himself and so inspired (and helped) me a lot with Brendon’s character in this.

New chat with Ryro ! Ryro !: hey Bee boo: hi Bee boo: who r u ? Ryro !: my names Ryan Bee boo: mmmm Bee boo: I used to know a Ryan ✔️ Completed

"i'll be home for next year, darling"

It's been a year, and Awsten is finally ready to re-live his worst nightmare, only to find out he was wrong all along. After tracking his friends down, he leaves to convince them to come home with him, but things are different now. Nothing lasts forever, and nothing stays the same. - Book 2 in the SKYLINE series