for forever • • • what if Connor never died

vent fic. it gets better towards the end in terms of quality, and i meant to make tree bros endgame but i didn't bother finishing this so it instead has a shitty ending. enjoy.

When the marks match, that's when you know they're the one... Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy are complete strangers. They no nothing about each other, but they do have one thing in common: Having a strange mark somewhere hidden on your body, that matches someone else's, terrifies the two. Everyone has one so when people find them, they know their destiny is decided.

"Who said I needed that dumb string anyway. Who said I needed you!" Tree Bros Soulmate Au-Red String Yeah i made the cover, because I'm the INSANLEY COOL JARED KLEINMAN. I drew it on my phone since it has a stylus so that's why it doesn't look perfect. But I tried, it took me quite a while to do too.

Relationship: Connor Murphy X Evan Hansen

~*COMPLETED*~ What if the letter accident didn't go they way it did? What if Connor never killed himself? What if him and Evan became friends? ~~~ "What?" "..y-you heard me." "Well duh I heard you. I'm not deaf." ".. your not.." "Not what?" He said, almost glaring. "..not.. pushing me.." I quietly murmured, looking down and playing with the hem of my shirt. "..oh.. uh.. well I was pissed so.. sorry for the other day I guess." ~~~ ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE *WARNING* swearing is in this book but mainly from one character, so if you don't like continuous swearing then don't read this Also this is gay, so if you don't like the idea of two boys together then this isn't for you Please don't steal and please enjoy! BTW IF YOU HAVENT SEEN DEAR EVAN HANSEN THEN YOU WILL BE VERY CONFUSED SO I RECOMMEND WATCHING IT, IT IS VERY GOOD :) Started 6/28/17 Finished 9/12/17

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

Everyone is born with a timer on their wrist, counting down to the exact time they'll meet their soulmate. Connor Murphy doesn't believe in soulmates. Or rather, that he doesn't have one. At the beginning of the summer, something happened. His timer stopped. He didn't meet his soulmate. The timer broke. It stopped at 2 months, 1 day, 3 hours and 23 minutes. The same time Evan Hansen jumped. HIGHEST RANKS #1 in dearevanhansen - June 17th, 2021 #2 in treebros - June 17th, 2021 #27 in musicaltheatre - June 17th, 2021

Evan fell out of a tree. No, like he actually fell out of a tree. How? Uhhhhh Just read it, please.

in which connor and evan go through a rollercoaster of a relationship, with a secret that never should have been kept.