My name is Sean. But call me Jack. I'm a Youtuber, I have plenty of people who I hope are my friends. I'm really trying to get by a tough time in my life. Im working on it. Oh yeah, and I have a bit of a secret.. Kind of personal. But besides that, I'm heading to one on my best friends for a while, Mark. I'm hoping it goes well.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Join Jack on his exciting, and heartbreaking experience with Mark. There will be fun, sadness, anger, and feelings shed. TRIGGER WARNING: Cutting // Depression // Anxiety // Suicidal Thoughts // Stress // Probable other things too. I will alert on each chapter that includes the things above.

I was married to my husband for a little under five years before the hotel we were staying in burned down. That was a year ago. What if he lived? What if I died instead? What if he wanted something but never got it? What if. That's the question. That one simple question keeps us going and breaks us down. That two word phrase reminds us of what things could be come. What if Mark is gone for good? •~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~• This is a Septiplier AU where YouTube isn't apart of either of their lives. This will be boy x boy if you don't like that than why are you here?