What am I doing help me. AU- Evan writes about Connor, and actually stands up for him, which prevents him from committing suicide/ AKA where somebody recognizes that Connor needs help and is willing to help him ** COMPLETED**

First chapter published July 6, 2017 WE NEED MORE KLEINSEN MATERIAL. I'M OUT OF KLEINSEN MATERIAL SO I DECIDED TO MAKE SOME GOOD KLEINSEN SHIT FOR ALL Y'ALL. Give me suggestions because this little writer gets writers block very easily and he has a lot of good-ish ideas but yeah. Oneshots but I may decide to continue some and make them two or three parts. Idk. This is my first oneshots book. MAY CONTAIN SMUT OR SELF HARM OR SUICIDE/SUICIDE MENTION/SUICIDE ATTEMPT OR ABUSE OR SLURS SO BE WARNED. Oof.

Oneshots are lit so I asked myself, "WhY nOt" Ships: •Conman (my OTP) •Kleinsen •Treebros •Sincerely Three •Jalana •Zolana (Writing Gay oneshots [the majority of this book] is weird, especially since I'm straight. No smut!)

A BMC/DEH texting fic in which Heidi and Mr. Heere are married,making Evan and Jeremy stepbrothers. Many popular ships,Maybe some oneshots with less popular ships. You'll just have to read to find out what happens!! Art Credit to bleventeen on tumblr/instagram.

Connor Murphy is, more often than not, high. After a drug-fueled encounter directed at Evan Hansen, a cute tree enthusiast from his school, Connor finds himself taking a liking to the smaller boy. - Cover by the amazing @NaviCat5 and the art featured in the cover is by SleepyCrayon on Tumblr!!

Gay Kleinsen one shots !!! Smut in some chapters !!!

he had blue eyes. ©︎ pxstelhansen; 2017 semi-based off the short film 'the string' by SZIN on youtube (connor x evan)

Evan always tried to hide his flowers. It was pointless, almost everyone had them, but their flowers were bright yellows and pinks that made them look like walking flower bouquets. His were dark colors - blacks, reds, browns, and purples - that made him look morbid and intimidating. And his flowers stood for the worst things too. While Jared was covered in bright pink flowers that meant heartbreak, Evan had a huge, red, zinnia on the back of his neck that meant depression, dark purple irises on his arms, legs, and face that meant bruises, and black flowers lining his wrists meaning self harm. There were almost 47 black flowers. He hated it, being marked as the kid who was supposed to fall in love with a depressed psychopath. It didn't help that his anxiety would spike at the worst possible times, causing him to trip and stutter at the worst times. • Connor didn't choose to be born with depression, a feeling that started at the back of his neck and just seemed to grow. He didn't choose to be covered in burns and bruises from his abusive father, and he didn't choose to have a bright blue flower on the palm of his hand that symbolized anxiety. He wanted to end it all - the pain, the humiliation, the fucking flower that would grow at the worst possible times. He hated how everything that happened to him would affect his soulmate. Only he deserved to feel that pain.

I write a lot on tumblr so I'm going to post all of them here. I hope you enjoy them. I will put any possible triggers at the beginning of the chapter.

cover made by me