dear scott, you looked at me today. it made me want to smile. but i couldn't. dear scott, you walked into my room today and asked what my favorite color was. it made me happy that you were talking to me, but my body was telling me not to talk. dear scott, if you ever find these notes, they wouldn't let you be my doctor anymore. and i would be even more mental than i am now. will be updating every few days :))

"There isn't anything he wouldn't do to protect her." ** Trigger Warnings- •self harm •drinking •talk of smoking •homophobic slurs •death •heart attack •hospitals •car accidents •body image issues •smut •dirty talk •coming out struggles •bullying •yelling •fighting •crying •talk of tattoos •talk of piercings •talk of cutting •talk of scars and possibly more. Please don't read if any of this is triggering.

Scott Hoying is 15 years old and all his life he has lived in, well basically the middle of nowhere. In a cabin. When rumors fly that a new family is moving in next door, its all he can think about. Perhaps this summer will be one of those classic romance movies? A hot girl moves in over the summer, they go swimming, and they steal kisses before returning back to their homes... It turns out to be quite the opposite actually when, not a cute girl, but a cute BOY happens to move in? Flamboyant as can be, the new boy next door could in fact make Scotts summer VERY interesting.

continuation of my 2 years oneshot series. mind you, i wrote this 2-3 years ago haha.

When Mitch reconnects with his high school best friend Scott, who is now a super famous Grammy award winning singer, he realises how much he's changed in those five long years he hasn't seen him. Could he be developing feelings for him? Or was it all just admiration for how successful Scott has become?