Everything between us is so magical, yet he's still a mystery to me. I thought that as we shared a lot of memories together, it is the more that I memorized all his ways, actions and thinking. I was planning to fulfill my dreams with him holding my hand ---but him on the other side, didn't even gave me an assurance at all. Maybe I should have been careful with the signs. But how can I do that if we are so busy being happy together? Why Nate? Why did you have to leave me like this?