Sometimes I feel that I do not belong in this world, as though I have one foot on earth, and one foot in heaven. This is a collection of life segments written during the course of my treatment for depression. Some of the names have been changed to protect privacy. I hope this book gives insight into what depression is like, as well how difficult it is to treat. This book is rated mature due to discussion of suicide and self-harm.

My name's Ash and I'm a sexual abuse survivor, taking it one step at a time.