One only knows It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves out from us. A true love can see through your 'mask' and see how hurt you are... ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2016 ©

"Losing your virginity hurts like a bitch!" "Nigga broke down my walls..." "I lost feeling in my legs!" "I. Could. Not. Walk. The. Next. DAY!" that is all Londyn Melrose heard from anyone that brought up the subject of sex. From there she's actually became afraid of the process which lead any man that came into her life willingly, away cause she wasn't willing to please. After all the heartache she decided to head to a sperm bank. ***** August Alsina. Right hand man to the most feared drug dealer. When shit complicates with money, he drives to the nearest sperm bank for quick cash. ~~~~~ As you can see this isn't the normal August got a girl pregnant and then left because he had a record deal story I'm just different so except my flaws. I know that my profile might not look like it's a good story but I think it is hope you like it, read on. This is the original book, no copying or stealing, plagiarism can be punishable by law, remember honey!

We use to lay up and then stay up Have sex and then blow dank I shouldn't have played no games with you, just levelled up my rank Last time I saw you we ain't speak that was strange Guess it's nothing I can do, man it's true, ex's change, yeah Guess you changed for the better (better) I know you know how to make me jealous I was never loyal, let you tell it, yo But I'm ready to fix it if you ready, baby But so, so So gimme all of you in exchange for me Just give me all of you in exchange for me, for me

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Everybody's like He's no item, Please don't like em, He don't wife em, He one nights em, I never listened No, I shoulda figured though, All that shit you was spittin' So unoriginal, But it was you So I was with it, Then tell you the truth, Wish we never did it . These are the lyrics Malaysia faces everyday as she gets closer and closer to August Alsina. Will they be true or just another voice inside her head? Just when you think nothing can get any worse than it already is, you realize it can.

Kehlani was just a 17 year old singer struggling to support her family but what happens when she meets August, a 19 year old drug dealer trying to get his life together? Read on to go through the journey of their love and their life along with a couple challenges.

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