su·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover by: -polaroids- Other # 23 / Teen Fiction # 107

*May be triggering; I love you* I love these. These are simultaneously a big part of my life and my biggest secret I guess haha. They give me a feeling of community, like I'm not alone. These books make me happy, isn't that odd? But they do. And now I'm full of all this quote-worthy material, and I wanna share it with y'all. I'm just gonna say that I take NO CREDIT FOR ANYTHING IN THIS BECAUSE THE THINGS IN MY HEAD PROBABLY AREN'T ACTUALLY MINE K? If you have anything you want in this, or ever want to talk; about anything *pretend 'anything' is in italics*; just tap the little envelope :) Here goes...

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

Ashley Rose is a normal girl. Her friend disappeared a year before she went to New Zealand for a year. She meets a guy named Noah O'Conner. He's the perfect guy. A but too perfect. But soon later she realizes he's her chemistry teacher. They try and stop seeing each other but it's too hard for them to stay away. Ashley has a dream about her missing friend and tells Noah about it. He reveals some secrets he knows about her missing friend and a certain group. After hearing this, Ashley doesn't know who to trust. But all Noah wants to do, is protect her.

What if fate's playing a cruel joke on you because your soulmate annoys the heck out of you, despite sharing an undeniable chemistry? Ethan Tyler is your typical arrogant jerk of a bad boy. He likes sports, girls, and booze - and he got no problem getting it all. While in the world of luxury, Daniella Howard couldn't ask for more. All she wanted was someone to see her and rescue her from all the superficiality. Daniella grew up in prestige. Ethan lived a normal life. They didn't get along when they met, having lived in completely different worlds and having different beliefs. Five days is all they have. Five days to bicker and to get to know each other. All it takes is FIVE days to change their lives forever. Are they soulmates or fate's mistake? ___________ This is a stand-alone book. Mismatched Compatibility features the characters from "A and D" and "Realize", but you don't have to read the mentioned books in order to enjoy this one. :) All rights reserved. (True story, bro.)

Jordan's life changed the moment she met Jesse Jacobsen. He was immature, cocky, and the most annoying boy she had ever met in her entire life. And he fell hopelessly in love with her at first sight. Four years later and nothing much has changed between them. Though academically bright, Jordan isn't exactly the smartest when it comes to love. Even though at times Jesse makes it clearly obvious how he feels about her, she just doesn't get it. Or... she's deeply in denial. After being sent away because of their bad behavior, Jordan finds out Jesse's biggest secret. As they grow closer, they find themselves getting deeper and deeper into something that seems impossible to get out of. She must keep her growing relationship with her enemy a secret from everyone close to her. Her life, and theirs, depends on it. (Watty Awards 2011 Winner)

NOW PUBLISHED BY SOURCEBOOKS FIRE! Oliver, Alec, Xander, and JJ are just four regular guys. They're also members of the world famous boy band the Heartbreakers. This is their story.

Leah's dreams of a happy forever with her boyfriend come crashing down when he leaves her to pursue his education far away from the school she just committed to. She is still holding on to hope that he will realize his big mistake. She may have a broken heart, but she still believes in love and forever. Noah has spent the last three years of college studying the dissolution of couples for his doctorate thesis. He knows that love does not last forever and hopes to prove when couples stop touching, they also stop loving. His studies have taught him it is better to have a few nights of fun than to try to capture forever. When Leah moves in next door to Noah, the two of them begin to wonder if maybe they have been jaded by their pasts. Can Leah and Noah beat the odds and find their forever with each tender touch?

"I love you, Ashton" I whispered to his sleeping face, being careful so he doesn't hear. Quickly kissing him on the cheek, I run away knowing that he can't know, and he will never know. I'm in love with my bestfriend. "Diana?" Ashton's voice stops me. Tears threaten to fall down, but I push them away. "Yes?" "Could you please call Mel?" He replies. I nod and walk away.

An excerpt: "Hey, thanks for winning this for me," I said with a smile. He beamed at me. "Well, we both know that my aim is flawless." We both laughed and I gave him a light punch to the chest. He took my hand, held it to his chest, and said, "when I'm with you, I feel like a winner." ------------------------------------------ Vera Smith didn't see it coming. She was in a good place - a perfect world. She has great family and amazing best friends. Riana and Luke. Her boyfriend, Austin, is amazing as well. But after 2 years together, Austin makes a wrong move and cheats on his girlfriend with no other than Riana. To top all that, things turn for the unexpected as Luke reveals a secret he has been keeping for a while. Laughter, tears, heartache, decisions, comfort, forgiveness, denial, anger, bargaining, sadness, acceptance, love. In the end, who stays and who leaves?