A story about a bad boy and a good girl and how their broken souls searched and found each other despite the cruelty in their personal realities. (So my book cover says that Beingmysadself wrote it. I have a second account called beingmysadself so I kinda got my two accounts mixed up when making the book cover. Sorry about the confusion)

For years everybody teased me for one reason, I was the ugliest girl in the world. I made people blind, I got told. I gave people nightmares I was told. All these things were floating in my thoughts, I thought they were all true but I didn't let them give me depression, I was still the cheery girl everyone knew. At one point in my life I looked normal, that's when I had so called 'friends'. One day I finally thought I needed a change because if one comment on my appearance that went too far. They told me I was the reason my parents died. Keeping in my salty tears, I ran out of the building into my car. Forcefully, I flipped the mirror down and looked at my face. Pimples, acne, big braces, massive glasses, I looked ugly. I always expected myself to be just like those models in magazines but I didn't. When I got home, I ran to my mirror in my bedroom and gazed at my reflection. I had layers of fat that were visible through my top. My thighs were like an elephant's thigh, maybe even bigger. The only thing that I liked about myself was my long brown hair that I let go of it's ponytail. This is my Expectations Vs Reality. Follow with me through my journey as I learn things about life, myself and others.