Connor had yet to experience the loving touch that life can bring from one such a kind human being - that is, until one thing leads to another at a sleepover, and he's stuck in a closet with tree-loving Evan Hansen. Evan has yet to feel any a true kind of romantic feelings towards another man at all in his life time, and quickly finds himself addicted to the thought of Connor Murphy. TWs: Panic-Attacks/Mention of throwing up/Attempted-Suicide/Mention of Self-Harm/Homophobic Slurs/Public Humiliation

Get ready for some angst! fluff, and maybe smut? This is just another random one shots about Tree bros and also sincerely three I love ships.

schiz•o•phre•ni•a /ˌskitsəˈfrēnēə,ˌskitsəˈfrenēə/ noun. a mental disorder that is characterized by disturbances in thought (such as delusions), perception (such as hallucinations), and behavior (such as disorganized speech or catatonic behavior), by a loss of emotional responsiveness and extreme apathy, and by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life He tried. He tried so hard to be normal. To be like his sister. That's what his parents wanted. Hell thats what everyone in his family wanted. Connor could never be normal. His brain wouldn't allow it. No. The voices wouldn't allow it. in•som•ni•a /inˈsämnēə/ noun. habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep anx•i•e•ty /aNGˈzīədē/ noun. a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome His thoughts would never let him sleep. They screamed and shouted, never letting him rest. Yes, he was sleep deprived and he knew it. He knew that people would stare at the dark bags under his eyes. That made him even more nervous. Evan didn't like crowds. He never did. de•pres•sion /dəˈpreSH(ə)n/ noun. a mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt eat•ing dis•order /ēdiNG diˈsôrdər/ noun. any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits Food? No. He hated it. Why waste your time on something so stupid as to eat? His logic was simple. We were put on this Earth for one purpose. That purpose was to die. "Death is inevitable." Jared would always say. He didn't say it to anyone. He had no friends. Characters and art are not mine plot is mine THIS IS GAY enjoy!

The Hamilton college AU that nobody asked for but I wanted to write. Seriously, if you haven't listened to the Hamilton soundtrack GO DO IT. What happens when the immigrant orphan, exchange student, the school jock, and literally the gayest guy known to existence become friends? This will mainly be Hamilton X Laurens but I'll have some more ships in there. ALL CREDIT FOR THE COVER GOES TO REYSKYKID ON TUMBLR !! PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT !! THIS IS NOT MINE !! THEY MADE THIS BECAUSE THEY ARE AMAZINGLY TALENTED !! NOT ME !! ALL CREDIT GOES TO THEM !! NOT ME !! Word Count: 18,508 COMPLETED

Almost is a depressing word. It means you were this close to something, but you missed it. There are positive ways to look at it, but I prefer the negative way. People think I'm being pessimistic, but I'm being truthful. Not everything in life is unicorns and rainbows, I've learned that already. [Hello! I enjoy talking and making side comments to things, so when you see things in brackets [], just know it's me making an A/N. Now enjoy the story. ^•ω•^]