He lit his cigarette, I lit nothing. He drank alcohol, I drank water. He smirked, I smiled. He didn't love me, I didn't love him. He and I together wouldn't last a day. And then the game started... He said he found me intriguing, unique, and interesting because I didn't swoon over him. "You and me Grey, let's play a game. We'll date and in three months time I promise you will fall for me. When you fall in love with me between that time span, I win. If in any way you were to win I'll give up all the alcohol, cigarettes, and player ways." It was a game I wasn't willing to lose, but all games had accidents and consequences. It takes a broken heart to know how to break a heart.

"no, michael, i'm too fat to have an eating disorder!" trigger warning - started: 18th of july 2016. completed: 13th of march 2017.

"Please don't leave me. Everyone always leaves me. J-Just stay." -- trigger warning thank you for the support, i love you all

Book one of the disorder series X anorexia [an-uh-rek-see-uh] noun 1. loss of appetite and inability to eat. X That's one way to put it

His hand reached down for mine, intertwining our fingers together. I questioningly looked down at our hands and then up at him. "So you don't fall again." © drawing-5sos 2014, all rights reserved. TRANSLATIONS ARE NOT ALLOWED! credit to @ashtonfetish for the story cover