❝It's not that I'm afraid to tell you 'I love you', it's just that I'm afraid you won't say it back.❞ warnings // smut ;; inappropriate language ;; drama « GUYS I WARN YOU ABOUT THE BIGGEST AMOUNT OF CRINGE I WROTE THIS YEARS AGO I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE »

Story Info Wie schon letztes Jahr auch, sind 5SOS erneut die Vorband der weltberühmten Boygroup One Direction und alles sollte bei der Tour perfekt sein. Doch dies gilt nicht für Calum. Calum vermutet, dass sein langjähriger bester Freund Luke in einer Beziehung mit Niall steckt, da die Beiden viel Zeit miteinander verbringen und Calum dabei gekonnt aus den Weg gehen. Luke ist offen bisexuell, allerdings will Calum sich nicht eingestehen, dass er sich in seinen Bandkollegen verliebt hat, da er bis jetzt immer dachte er sei hetero und es auch bleiben will. Mit allen Mitteln versucht der Australier seine Gefühle zu verdrängen, weshalb er in eine sehr emotionale Phase rutscht, von der die andern nicht wirklich etwas mitbekommen. Werden sie Calum noch rechtzeitig aus seiner Phase rausholen? Wird Calum sich seine Gefühle irgendwann eingestehen können? Wird die Band nach alldem Chaos noch weiter bestehen können?

It all started from a rumour. 'Calum is gay' they said. That mortifying rumour managed to spread throughout the whole school. Even though Calum protested against it, the rumour was entirely true. Whilst Calum does that, his bully - and to add, true love, only just started to figure out what it's like, to develop feelings for the same sex. Warnings // this book was written years ago so please don't hate for the bad grammar, punctuation and cringeness

"Calum, stay with me, please." I whispered hoarsely, choking up short sobs as I lay next to him on his hospital bed, his body turning cold and eyelids shut tight. "Its only a matter of time we can keep him alive." --- Or where Calum is in a coma and the only thing Luke can do to save him is find a way into his thoughts.

I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia... but that was just Luke's case after a horrible concussion. Luke doesn't remember anything including his band 5 Seconds Of Summer. The worst thing he can't remember is his boyfriend, Ashton Irwin.

"Calum, why is everyone in this town so afraid of you?" [this isn't scary i promise]

This is the truth story, of how James McVey became my one and all.

Jenna, a quiet girl in school who likes to keep to herself. George, one of the most popular boys in school. A school project brings them closer together. A lot closer... But, does George have a dark secret as Jenna tries to teach him how to live life right..