"Do I really deserve to be happy?" After everything that Chris has been through, he can't help but wonder if he deserves anything else but the pain and sadness he regularly endures. He has learned to accept what his life has come to, and to relish in the little happiness he is allowed. But can a newcomer show him that life can always change, that people can always heal, or will Chris be swallowed and drowned in his pit of despair. WARNING: BoyxBoy, minor triggering moments, please enjoy

There is alot of triggering scenes in this story, if you are not into that please do not read the book and give it hate. This was inspired by the song 'Baby Don't Cut' by BMike

Josh has attempted suicide multiple times. It never works. He has made a list: Tie a noose - not when your mother is visiting. Swallow pills - 1. maybe something more powerful than paracetamol. 2. Ibuprofen and paracetamol = hospital Main vein in wrist - deeper. Bridge - water apparently saves lives. Building - 1. people are curious and act as saviours. 2. Higher building needed. 3. CPR seems common knowledge. It seems the universe just doesn't want him to die. His roommate and boyfriend (Tyler) don't want him to die either. The problem is it seems the only thing josh has been successful at is hiding his suicidal tendencies from said boyfriend. Long sleeves are easy to wear all the time, also, even though they have been together for many years josh is asexual so there's never seemed to have been a time when Tyler has seen him without a shirt. All of this is of course until, after living together for all of five months, Tyler, being the curious person he is, finds Josh's list crushed on the bedroom floor (how careless). And, oh, the guilt that consumes a man so happy he has been blind to sadness for so long is simply overwhelming. Maybe Josh should've been more careful. Maybe Tyler should've been more observant. // "You are a noose and I need you to unwrap yourself from my neck." // Warnings - suicide, self-harm, kinda mentions physical abuse (not really but I'll include it anyway), (kinda) emotional abuse, (kinda) toxic relationship Suicidal!josh Unhelpful!tyler // Au

This book is like really long the way I have this planned out. //I SUCK AT DESCRIPTIONS// Tyler Joseph is the skinny new kid in Joshua's school. He's an unusual type of skinny. He's anorexic. He also has schizophrenia, and has anxiety. He thinks he's the only one he knows. Joshua is a teenage boy who has schizophrenia. He thinks he's the only one he knows. They both think they are the only one they know. Until one bad day at school. As years go by, their feelings change.

This is book 2!! If you have not read book 1: "Frerard // The Light Behind Your Eyes" then you may not understand this sequel well. Previously, Gerard and Frank faced death, but are they dead? Will they reunite 2 years later. Gerard is still struggling with Frank's death! Will Gerard remember the times they shared? Is Frank really gone? Who knows? Read on to find out...

Frank Iero meets Gerard way after bumbling into him in the school hall way, it all starts from there, the budding romance, Frank decides that he so desperately wants him! But will Gerard feel the same? He's not even gay... Is he?

Alex dumping Jack seemed so sudden. It seemed so unexplainable. It just wasn't right. But why did Alex dump Jack? Because Alex is a fucking asshole. An asshole who has messed up, practically everything. This is the part 2 to my story The Pledge.

Schizophrenia: 1. Psychiatry. Also called dementia praecox. a severe mental disorder characterized by some, but not necessarily all, of the following features: emotional blunting, intellectual deterioration, social isolation, disorganized speech and behavior, delusions, and hallucinations. 2. a state characterized by the coexistence of contradictory or incompatible elements. Hi my names Kellin Quinn and I have Schizophrenia MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of self harm, depression, eating disorders etc

Not everything is bad, just a huge portion of life fits into that category. You do the math.

115 days. That's all it took for them to fall for each other.