i just can't stop thinking of you, wherever you are. sequel to "when we collide".

I think this book is bad but idc if you like it or not. I just felt like writing this. Plus it's based on facts and most people don't make this type of book. Book about the crushes I've had throughout my life and my current crushes. To think that people actually read this amazes me. Thank you to the 300+ people that have read this.

The flowers that grew inside of Calum's body were beautiful petals of gentle lilac and playful gold, but he couldn't breathe with them inside his lungs. There was two solutions: make his lover reciprocate his feelings or to cut the plants out of his body and forget about that person forever, and there was no way in hell he would want to forget him so it left him with just one choice. The problem was Ashton wasn't gay, so what could he do?

The last thing Ashton ever wanted to do was hurt Luke, but he couldn't help it. The singer was just so beautiful, so ethereal and otherworldly that it took his breath away most of the time. Everyone felt that way about their best friend though, right? It was normal. No use getting unnecessary feelings involved, it was better this way. Luke understood. Luke wasn't sure when this thing between him and Ashton started, or how it started, but it didn't matter. He was in too deep to go back now. So Luke would let Ashton use him, hurt his feelings and crawl back with apologies. Because at the end of the day, even when Luke had to watch Ashton leave the bar with a new pretty blonde each night, he knew the drummer would eventually end up back in his bed. And Luke told himself he was okay with that.

One pill Two pill Three pill Four Gun shots Bullets Liquor and lead Be careful love That you don't drop DEAD __________ In which Ashton searches for his lost friend in the never ending city of lights, enlisting a girl named Cora to help him. Ashton has a dark past, while Cora has a dark soul. Together they delve into a world of secrets, lies, murder, drugs, sex, money, and euphoria. Will they be able to hold onto eachother as the world come crumbling down around them, or will they lose themselves and eachother in the underground technicolor of true and terrifying chaos? __________ A neo-noir romantic tragedy starring Ashton Irwin and written by @5secondsofforever.

"i fucking hate you, irwin" "sorry, hemmings? i couldn't hear you there, my dick was in your mouth" in which luke and ashton hates each other with a passion and are forced to be roommates through a whole summer filled with hate that somehow takes a sexual turn (for a better introduction i advise you to read the prologue lol)

"you named your son after a band" "you named your daughter after a fruit" "touché"

Where a naive girl with lots of baggage and a rockstar that can't seem to think of anyone but himself fall in love over the span of 24 hours

Sandra seemed to have it all: the perfect boyfriend, worry-free life, et cetera. But everything crumbles apart when Luke breaks up with her for a reason that he refuses to share with anyone. Can she handle the truth behind Luke's decision as old friends and new faces help her get back up? Or will it just urge her to build thicker walls around her heart? After all this time, she's still into him. © southavenue (previously hukelemmings) 2014

"Why is green your favorite color?" "Because it's the color of your eyes." Long time best friends, Luke and Autumn, spend their first year of college living together. They would say unexpected love is the best type of love. Copyright © fluffycashton 2018. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.