Tyler Joseph, a shy boy with anxiety, deals with adult life as he gets his first real boyfriend, Josh, goes to community college, and comes out of the closet to his religious parents. {Trigger Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, some depression, some cursing, homophobia}

{A Twenty Øne Piløts fanfiction} In his notebook, Tyler Joseph starts recording the conversations and battles he has with Blurryface, the embodiment of his depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. Will he be able to defeat Blurry, or will his insecurities destroy him?