[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

[completed & under editing] 𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 ➙ 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧; 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 *** In which an 18 year old student has to live with quite the cocky roommate and deal with the complications of sharing accommodation with him and the fluttering of her heart whenever he's nearby. *** ©️Copyright 2018. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com highest ranked; #1 under 'CollegeStudent'. #1 under 'Fanfiction'. #3 under 'ShawnMendesFanfiction'. #6 under 'Shawn'.

"i'm never gonna fall for a monster." "oh, darling. you already have." lowercase intended | copyright 2016

Everyone needs a little danger in their life. This is a conversion of JileyOverboard's work "Danger" Hope you enjoy!

in which a model and a singer are forced to attend the met gala together. ★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆ 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗮 𝘃𝗲𝗴𝗮 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝘄𝗻 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝘀' 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗮𝗹𝗮 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗲𝘁, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲; 𝗳𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲. 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗲. 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗮, 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗲. [shawn mendes x oc]

after Rebecca believed that Shawn was dead for over a year, how will their relationship change when she finds out she's been mourning after a man that was alive all along? and how will she handle the fact that maybe he's not the man she fell in love with? * Rebecca and Shawn battle within themselves as Rebecca tries to live a normal life after 2 years and Shawn just wants Rebecca all to himself. Will the old him rise back into the surface? (Sequel to Master)

THIS BOOK IS NOT COMPLETE AND I HAVE NO PLANS OF EVER COMPLETING IT. SORRY! Book #3 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Even if you do apologize, that doesn't mean everything if fixed. It won't just magically go back to the way things were before we broke up. We can't keep ignoring our problems, Shawn. Ignoring is exactly what got us into this situation in the first place. "I know." he sighs. "But I miss you..." "I miss you too, but what does that even mean?" I begin, sitting up. "Every time you're out of my life, I start to become a better person; I change my messed up ways. I can actually go to parties now without getting completely fucked up. I miss you so much, but Shawn? Every time you come back, so do all of my bad habits and negative ways. I try to tell myself that I don't want you, but every time I see you again, my heart races and my head hurts in the best way possible. How are we supposed to be together if we only bring out the worst in each other?" Shawn just stares at me, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. He doesn't even realize how attractive is in the most mundane ways. I swallow hard. "We're toxic together Helaina, and we both know it, but truthfully? I don't think either of us really cares." - This book contains explicit material.

Book #2 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "What are you doing here?" I gasp, my body going numb and my face expressionless. I may appear unaffected and unbothered, but that couldn't be any farther from the truth. Shawn just shakes his head, running his hand through his hair and looking at me in an all-too-familiar way. "Hey babygirl. You know exactly what I'm doing here." - COMPLETED June 22, 2018 This book contains explicit material.

Book #1 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Helaina, you're failing physics." Mrs. Hernandez says to me. Suddenly, the whole world starts spinning. I grab onto her desk for support, trying to calm down the best I can, but it's useless. My entire world feels as though it's falling apart before my very eyes. "I don't understand how this is possible, I-" I stutter, trying to make sense of the situation. Mrs. Hernandez cuts me off, her eyes clearly showing sympathy towards me for the situation. "Don't worry, I know you've been trying your best to avoid this and get your grade up, so I've decided to ask the person with the highest grade in the class to tutor you for an hour or two after school every day until your grades get back up." she explains, and I instantly feel slightly better. I nod, beginning to catch my breath. "Thank you so much Mrs. Hernandez, I promise I'll work as hard as possible. You won't regret this." I say, and she nods. Just as I'm about to leave the door, I turn around and ask her, "If you don't mind me asking, who's my tutor going to be?" "Shawn Mendes." she says, and just like that, the room starts spinning again and the memories of Friday night come rushing back. - COMPLETED December 15, 2017 This book contains explicit material.

"am i that much of a burden to you?" "of course you are, i don't fall for scum. and i, sure as hell, won't fall for you." lowercase intended || copyright 2016