16 year old Emma is basically living in hell. She's depressed, suicidal and is being bullied by a 17 year old boy named Dan Howell. She doesn't know why he hates her so much or why she's the only one he bullies. She hates him and nothing can change that. She had a crush on him when he first came to that school but when she found out he was a jerk her feelings changed. Triggering chapters will have warnings at the top

Sequel To BBDH Emma wonders everyday why her? What did she ever do to deserve this? Her life continues to be painful. She tries to stay strong for Phil, for Alison, and mostly for herself.

Dan Howell is depressed. Dan Howell is suicidal. Dan Howell is gay. Phil Lester is confused. Phil Lester wants to help. Phil Lester is gay. One fateful rainy night Dan stands bleeding on a bridge. Phil is scared. What happened to this poor boy? Can he help? Then Dan jumps.

Idk? This has literally turned into me writing down random rants and ideas, and just like, complete bullshit😂 Go check out my other book Cluttered if you want the good shit??

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain many mentions of lyrics to many bands in the chapters. just thought I'd give the heads up d( *u* )b **

when phil lester comes out as gay, dan howell doesn't take it very lightly ~✧✦✧~ chapter titles song titles <3 ~✧✦✧~ cover art made by @emkabob ~✧✦✧~ triggers: -slurs + other homophobia -bullying -mention of suicide

Kimberly er en af Norges største YouTuber, med 250 tusinder abonomenter. Kimberly bor sammen med hendes mor og tvillingebror Jonas. Kimberlys forældre er skilt, og hendes far får hele tiden nye kæreste, så Kimberly har givet op på kæreligheden. Hun tror ikke længere på kærelighed. Men hvad sker der da hun skal interviewe nogle ret særlige drenge? Og når hendes mor siger at hun har fået en kæreste, og de derfor skal flytte? Vil Kimberly møde drengene igen, og kan de ændre hendes forhold til kærelighed og vil hun selv finde kæreligheden? Vil hun kunne holde koncentrationen på hendes Youtube kanal? Lad os se i YouTube and You

Logan, has had a difficult life, abandoned by her parents at two, rejected by foster parents all on the basis of her being 'different.' But when someone unexpected takes turn into her orphanage things are bound to change... Logan finds herself better off, happier and with the people she loves most... Perhaps things will go right for her after all....

Sophie is a regular 12 year old orphan, she knows her time to be adopted is running out. Dan and Phil are a happily married couple. All they've wanted since they were married was a child to call their own. But interview after interview left them disappointed. Until now...

When Pj's parents die in a fire when she's only 2, she's taken to an orphanage seeing as the rest of her family was at the party where her parents were when the fire happened. Pj learned to grow up alone, no friends, no one to talk to, just Youtube videos to watch. When Dan and Phil walk in looking for a teenager, they spot her. Pj has to learn to live with a totally different life than her old one. She deals with hate, bullying, cheating, and back stabbing. Will she make it through? Or will she grow her wings at an age too young? Lets find out. Although it's not fully written out yet, there will most likely be mentions of depression and self harm/old scars. Any section that has a possible trigger I will have marked, and if a section isn't marked and you feel like it should be, please make me aware of it in the comments. (Currently under a little bit of re-writing.)