"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Thank you to the person that suggested I try writing something out of my comfort zone. Enjoy this story in which both Jade and Perrie are extremely stubborn. Some other stuff happens too.

Jade, Jesy and Leigh-Anne do everything they can to help Perrie get over Zayn as much as possible. OR in which the girls' trip to Vegas turns out a whole lot better than Perrie initially thought.

Five months later and all of their feelings is still there, nothing has changed except for a few bigger things. Jade already has someone while Perrie was still head over heels for the girl. Will they be each other's person again or maybe it's really time to move on?

jadeameliabadwi: you're really pretty ;) perrieeele: weirdo

Sequel to You've Got it Bad ❤️ (Description coming soon)

Perrie Edwards is living with the weight of guilt on her shoulders. She blames herself for her family dying and because of that guilt she's given up on life. She doesn't feel she has anything to live for...so why live at all? When she realizes the brain tumor she thought she was rid of has returned, she decides she's had enough. She's going to take her fate into her own hands. No more hospitals. No more surgeries. No more anything. She's going to join her family. It's her decision. What she longs for. The ending she wants. Only, Perrie didn't expect Jade Thirlwall, a beautiful stranger, to change things. To change her. To change the ending she wanted. G!P Jade Completed 22/12/21 Converted The Ending I Want by Samantha Towle

❝we all look up to the same stars and see such different things❞ introduction/extended summary inside [jerrie a.u] [2016 © -archaic] highest rank so far: #154 in action #34 in zerrie (tf?) #68 in jerriethirlwards

Jade FINALLY decides to bite the bullet and get her nose pierced and becomes embarrassingly smitten with her piercing artist. (warning: smut and sexual content)

Two months in Miami is what twenty-five-year-old Jade Thirlwall believes she needs to get a break from the overwhelming ball-and-chain called Hollywood, after making what seemed to be the worst mistake she had ever done in her life as an actress. She needs to find herself again - that is her sole goal whilst indulging in this vacation. That and another goal: to figure out what is it about Perrie Edwards that makes her want to stay.