you're a medical trainee, graduated top of your class. after the resistance attacks and ruins starkiller base, you're in charge of taking care of commander, kylo ren. over the short amount of time, your bond becomes more with him, and things take a turn. (takes place right after the force awakens!) ***AUTHOR'S NOTE; this was my first fic to write and its honestly so fucking cringey and yucky and i despise this book MORE THAN ANYTHING. i wrote this when i barely knew anything about star wars and kylo ren. THIS BOOK IS ALL FLUFF AND Y/N IS SO FUCKING IRRITATING. thx.

(sequel to infatuation) months after the first order has fallen and peace has taken over, you and ben are happily married and have grown the resistance into an empire. thinking that all evil has washed away, even inside you both, a new dark side attacks and you must face the truth of yourself. ⓒ kylosgf 2020.

You've recently become a nurse serving the First Order. So far your life was uneventful and unimportant...you felt useless in a sense. Everything changes once you become responsible for the well-being of your first commander; Kylo Ren. Will he remain loyal to the dark side? Or will you be the one to pull him towards the light? [ Fluff & Smut ] WARNINGS: Bloodplay, sexual assault, violence, death, heavy smut. If any of this makes you uncomfortable please do not read. Disclaimer: This was my very first time writing a fan fiction, I will say I was very inexperienced and I somewhat rushed the writing process. Now that this is completed, I've learned so much and I hope to improve my work in the future! Enjoy!! XOXO

🚨 IMPROVED WITH 150K NEW WORDS🚨 When the Supreme Leader captures you, he has every intention of stealing intel from your mind and killing you with the cruelest stroke imaginable. But upon carrying you to his shuttle, there's a shift. An obsessive, unhinged shift. Something that elicits an insatiable need to have you. And make no mistake, Kylo Ren always gets what he wants.

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.