Kadiliman, iyan ang isang bagay na kamuntikan nang lumamon sa buong pagkatao niya. She's been fighting her inner turmoils all by herself. She was abused, neglected, rejected and unloved but despite of her tenebrific past, she found luminescence in the middle of the void inside her. Neptune Tallulah Silveri-Ellington has been living her own life alone with her dog named Uno. She's a writer and also a married problematic woman who writes stories with tragic endings because of this pain and hatred that she planted on her system. She never went on public as a writer but they knew her by the name of "Eight" A married woman without a husband. Isang taon matapos nilang maikasal ay iniwanan siya nito nang walang kahit anong maitinong dahilan. After years of separation from her husband, he came back while holding a paper on his hand, asking for his wife's signature, divorce papers. He's been sending those papers for years but Neptune did nothing but to sent back the papers. She won't give in easily. She will do everything just to save herself from going back to her old self no matter what it takes. But what if there are reasons behind those papers? Paano kung may mga bagay palang hindi ipinaalam sa kaniya para sa ikabubuti niya? Matatanggap niya kaya ito? She became a lionhearted woman but will she be able to stay like that until the end? Kahit pa dumating ang panahon na nalaman niya na ang mga dahilan sa likod ng mga papeles na iyon?

The devil was once an angel. _______________________________ Genre: General Fiction Started: March 19, 2021 Finished: March 19, 2021

[Last of LOYAL HEARTS ] Abuse. Neglection. Independence. Malaki ang epekto sa buhay ng isang tao kapag lumaki sa kapaligirang hindi inaambunan ng pagmamahal. Love composes almost the whole percentage of life in general. Love in any kinds. Along in growing up is a discernment that you're not capable of the platitude affection. Ngunit sa paggising mo isang araw kung saan napagtanto mo ang isang bagay na inaakala mong hindi mo mararamdaman kahit kailan, isang pag-unawa ang pilit kumakain sa isip. And it is thinking that you don't deserve it. You don't deserve reciprocated feelings. Because you also grew up with the thought that you don't deserve the beautiful things. Nang makilala ni Davina si Jaxon, she knew her heart's at stake. Slowly, she let herself be engulfed with his attention. Dapat sa kanya lang ang malasakit ni Jax. She should be at the receiving end of his care and residual affection but love. She wants to hold him prisoner. A committed relationship, emotional issues and life status; Ito ang mga pader na nagbubukod sa kanila. The ones keeping them on the other side of each other. The reasons that resolved to her forbearing. But also became the backwash of their destruction. Both friendship and love. The wall thickens. It stands even higher as the conflict of the past is haunting. This time, Davina is the willing one to break those walls and go across the other side. To his side. Once again. Iyon ay kung tatanggapin pa siya muli nito.

I didn't proofread. ••• Consequences come after decisions. They say that the simplest decision could change a life. However, Saoirse Isla Priscilla didn't know about these things. She grew up with a heavy heart that had been nurtured for a long time. Her life was meticulously plotted before her father left for his first love. Because of what happened, she realizes that the world isn't beautiful; it isn't a fantasy as some people believe. She was messed up and has a long history of getting herself into trouble. She thought that it was the worst of the worst. Until one day, she woke up empty and devastated. She was forced to make a decision to save someone she cherishes. Hence, she decided half-heartedly. What if the decision she makes changes her life? And saving someone turned out to be a mistake? Book cover: Peb D. Sy (check out my bio for her fb acc). Started: March 18, 2021 Ended: May 8, 2021 Contains trigger warnings!

[ARDENT SERIES #2] Iarra took the biggest risk of her life-and heart-with Silver Melendrez. But when an unexpected event tears her world apart, her best friend Gio comes back to make things more complicated. Will Gio's efforts be enough to move Iarra's broken heart or will she be forever stuck with a grieving soul? *** Since they were kids, Iarra Montealegre only had her best friend Gio Buenviaje by her side. Then came Silver Melendrez, the guy who caused her best friend's accident. Little did she know that getting to know Silver would turn her world upside down. Just as she forgave him and risked her feelings for him, an unexpected event breaks Iarra's heart one more time. Will Gio's return be able to mend her grieving heart and soul, or will another secret break them apart? DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish. The Wattys 2019 Winner - Romance

Nakakapagod umiyak. Nakakapagod masaktan. I feel like drowning but no one can save me.

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.

From strangers to friends. From friends to close friends. From close friends to lovers. When Joey met Psalm, she didn't think that they'd ever be together. Paano ba naman, ex niya ang best friend nito! Psalm had seen her at her lowest, and she didn't think that there's a possibility of them being together... Pero habang tumatagal, mas lalong napapalapit ang loob niya dito. But how could they be together if he couldn't trust her? Trust... parang isang maliit na bagay lang, pero kapag wala sa isang relasyon, hindi mo alam kung hanggang kailan magtatagal.

(Game Series # 2) Aurora Marie Floresca just wanted to escape their house. Ever since her father re-married, palagi na silang nag-aaway dalawa. She wanted her father to be happy, of course, but not with that evil step-mother wannabe. Unang pagkikita pa lang nila, masama na ang kutob niya sa babae. She wanted happiness for her father, but definitely not with that woman... But unfortunately, the witch won. She managed to get her father to throw Rory out. She was forced to stay in Manila for the meantime. She didn't know what to do in Manila! Wala naman doon ang mga kaibigan niya. Wala siyang pamilya. The only consolation she got was the condo unit from her father--well, at least hindi naman yata gusto ng tatay niya na sa kalsada siya matulog. She'd probably get a job or study again, she wasn't sure yet, but she's certain that everything would be fine... until she realized that her next door neighbor would be keeping her up all night with all the banging against the wall.

(Game Series # 1) For as long as Katherine could remember, Juan Alexandro Yuchengco has always been her dream guy. He's smart, kind, and could be funny when he wanted to... but the problem was, he never saw her as more than his sister's friend. And she's determined to change that. She followed him to law school. She made sure that he's aware of her presence... and thankfully, her efforts paid off. Finally, Jax was looking her way. But life is never simple. Life is a game. It's either you win or you lose. It's either you get it all or you lose it all. Kapag akala mong nandyan na, biglang mawawala pala. Kapag akala mong iyon na, may iba pa pala. But how will she play if all the cards are stacked against her?